and I was lying there in the dark freaking the fuck out.

and I had to wake my boyfriend up and make him turn the light on.

went the loo and turned every light on the way there on. then when I came out I braced myself to turn them off and looked down the dark bit of the hall and freaked out again. then hit light switches and ran into bed.

so now I’m going to try sleeping with my bedside table lamp on.